I am finally back and blogging. I have missed it so much! I have done a lot of things too that I’ve wanted to share with you. Oh well. Life is full of fun, silly and emotional things. I’m sure I’ll get another opportunity to say something sometime. Have a wonderful day and do something fun this weekend! We’re going swimming, attending a friend’s first birthday! (Emma’s friend Jack) and having small group. – oh yeah and Travis is on worship team, it’s mothers day and we have two weddings this weekend…yeah.
I wonder if ‘life’ will slow down when we move to Poland?
Fun
So much fun- so tired-6 hours long. Emma was so patient, had a blast and called everything ‘Cats’. Enjoy the pictures.
My neck is burned and Travis is nicely tan- *sigh. I guess I always burn and I should just get used to it. Have a nice Saturday.
Los Angeles-part two
The missions training finished today and we are looking forward to sleeping in. We had such a great time meeting wonderful people and making new friends. Travis and I have felt supported and encouraged to follow the call of moving to Poland.
I am finally able to post some pictures I’ve had this week. We were able to go on top of the Foursquare roof and take photos of the surrounding area. Gorgeous.
Awww, ever since we arrived I’ve been hounding Trav for a photo of us with a palm trees in the background. I think this would count- although tomorrow at the zoo, we could still take some. (Have I talked about how excited I am to go there tomorrow?!!!)
LA Zoo
The weather here today was in the 90’s- no joke. I love it!!!! I think I just about freaked out when the temperature showed it was 83′ at 8pm. I don’t believe it! 🙂
Travis and I went to a church this morning and it rocked. It’s at Angeles Temple and the majority of the people there were my age- twenty something. We loved a musical artist’s music so much that we bought his CD. I’m excited- Jamie be very jealous!!! 🙂
Right now we are sitting in our living room having banana sundaes while Emma is trying to sleep. Travis’ brother was over tonight with his girlfriend and it was cool to catch up with them.
So, as you can imagine- We are going to the Los Angeles Zoo Saturday and I’m so excited! You better believe pictures will be posted. Oh, so excited! Any suggestions on what people like the most? I think Emma will like the cats the most…me? I’m looking forward to them too- and I guess the Elephants.
Long day
You know those days when you don’t feel like doing anything else but look at pretty pictures? I’ve had a couple LONG weeks and I have a couple left to go. Now is not the time to relax- but to focus on what is being taught. It is easy for me to turn the ‘off’ switch in my head and coast the rest of the time- but it would be a disservice to the teachers and I would be missing so many valuable details. I am also touched by their hearts. Sometimes the topic may be dry as toast, but their loving hearts make it so interesting. Funny. A lot is being taught to us and so much of it is answering questions that I have about being sent out as missionaries. I can’t believe I just wrote that!!! Whew. Travis and I are in L.A. doing an intensive missions training and it’s roughly from 8am-6pm. Long day, but fortunately Travis’ parents are watching Emma during the days.
Getting back to the pretty things…sometimes after a long day I like to ‘veg’ roaming Etsy. AMAZING site if you haven’t gone there. But warning: you will spend hours looking around so schedule some time for it.
I’m posting some pictures of this past week. It’s of Emma’s birthday. I took her on some errands on her birthday and ‘made’ her wear the crown…my little princess. 🙂 And why post the jewelry?because…it’s pretty.
We’re in LA!
This week was Easter and it was wonderful. My mom and sister came for Emma’s birthday as well as the Easter program. We are in L.A. right now and Travis and I are about to leave for class. Here are some pictures to tie you over till tonight or tomorrow- I’ll post more pictures then. Have a great day!Awww isn’t she cute!
I made a clipboard for a friend who is a teacher. Here is the before and after. Wasn’t it
Here are some pictures of Trav and Emma in the airplane when arriving in L.A. Awesome picture. And of course Travis and I in the living room of the place we’re staying in.
Emma is holding her special white kitty she got for her birthday. She snuggled with that and her blankie through all the flight.
Hallelujah! I found my camera!
Yes I found my camera! Hallelujah! I found it yesterday and I can’t tell you how happy I was. I promptly took pictures of what I am doing this morning. My sister is in town and I’m enjoying having someone to do things for. (Travis isn’t always liking me to do grand things for him- kinda weird I guess) So I made my mommy’s recipe called: Po Boy Man Cinnamon Rolls. They are SUPER CHEAP AND EASY! I also take no credit for them- my mother should get all the glory. 🙂 Here are the pictures- enjoy!
Then cover with a cinnamon and sugar mixture. Did I mention how simple this is?!
Update
Hey, I apologize for the lack in posting. We were out for the beach for a few days and now my sister is staying with us- along with a friend from Germany. So we have a full house here. Update:
Emma LOVED her first swimming lessons! I think I have a born Mermaid. 🙂
The beach was wonderful and relaxing…gotta love those outlet malls.
Easter practices are getting to be nearly everyday. Great…just in time for me to NOT hang out with me family. *angry face
I am LOVING the sun we are having here. Granted it’s not in the 80’s but hey, the lower 60’s or lower 70’s can’t be beat.
See ya!
I like the bling
Nightime Reflections
We had small group tonight and our talk has ended me thinking about the future. Mainly Poland. To make a long story short, I realized a fear of mine and don’t want to fall prey to its tactics. The first time I went to Poland, I was naive and just wanted to help. I quickly felt overwhelmed and because of my own woundings in the past- I closed up and chose to be a spectator instead of a participant. I am happy to write that I have worked through many of those fears. Only opportunities will show me that I am past previous insecurities.
I however still have the feeling of not living up to people’s expectations. I feel that so many people think they know what Poland needs. And many times I’ve heard that I’m not it. This was crushing and I’ve had to work through those woundings too- but I can’t not go to Poland because I know without a shadow of a doubt that God has called me there. I like the people, the culture and (Thank you God) the food. Yet every time I go there I feel the same fears raise their voices to me yelling discouraging words. Mostly it is with people I’ve met and created a relationship with. I know I have not opened up and been as vulnerable as I would like them to be. How the heck can I expect them to take that first step? It’s not always the other person who needs to make the first move- I’m a big girl- and now I need to show it.
I am thinking back too, and feel like sometimes people observe me doing things and create a box for me to live in. I wish so much that I was able to be more comfortable there(Poland) and not so nervous. I want them to like me so much, and that in turn makes me feel fearful and so I don’t make the first move because I’m afraid I’ll look stupid. Yeah, I know everyone feels that way sometime- but it’s hard when you’re in the thick of it.
All I know is that this missionary thing is hard work and I so badly want to do it right. I want God to be proud of me and I really really don’t want to screw up with people there. I don’t want to hurt them- especially because of my pride.
God please help me walk in the confidence that I know you called me to Krakow. I want the Polish people to know I love them and want to be close with them. Please let doors to hearts be opened and for people to create strong lasting relationships with You.
I love you …
Alexis